I’ve started a new blog to reflect the new changes in my spiritual path. This blog will most likely be used for the more mundane elements of my life and the other will reflect more of the spiritual areas, though I will continue to post what I please on either blog. Chances are the new one will be more active than this one…I really haven’t figured it all out. Just felt the need for a change. My life has gotten strange…I have to live my truth so this in part is how I’ve chosen to deal with it.
Any way, Star of Earth is the new blog.
You know…something was said to me a while back that has really stuck in my craw. Don’t remember who said it or if it was even more than one person. It wasn’t the who (so I’m not calling anyone out), it was the what. It was something to the effect of “you are always complaining about menopause.” With the meaning of “get over it already” or “this too will pass”. So call this post a “speak your truth” type of post. Read more…
My heart breaks a wee bit for my only child. Today he got his first pair of glasses. In the scheme of things, it really isn’t a big deal. People get them every day. People wear them every day. But this is the first for my son. The first corrective anything he’s ever had to deal with. All he could say was that he was nervous. Read more…
So…sat down for a meditation today to work with my sirin only to be surprised by Horus.
I’m walking along a beach, sand to the left of me with water along the right. I hear a mighty thump behind and to my left. I turn to tease my sirin about landing like an elephant only to be confronted by a hawk headed man, Horus. I stare at him dumbfounded and he just stares at me with his unblinking hawk eyes. When I start to panic, my sirin says from behind me, “easy girl, I’ve got your back” which…centers me more in the moment. He then takes my hand and starts strolling down the beach with me slightly in tow. My head is buzzing with a million bees worth of questions. He turns and pulls me into his embrace. He is so warm and so comforting. The bees quiet a bit.
We then continue strolling, I’m more walking than being towed now. A few buzzing questions slip out which he answers non-verbally. He is both Horus the elder and Horus the younger is the impression I get. As we walk his head morphs between being human headed in a pharoh’s headdress and the hawk head. He is not a manifestation of Zeus, maybe closer to Apollo (with whom I’ve always had a mutual avoidance). I also get the impression that this is only a brief visit as he was actually on the way to something important(?). He then, with hawkhead, pulls me into another embrace. I wonder if the feathers are as soft as they appear. He takes my hand and places it on the back of his head. They are very soft. Curiosity gets the best of me and I start to gently sink my fingers into the feathers about his neck to see what is there, how are things attached. He laughs and pulls away, shaking a finger at me. He then reaches out to touch the left side of my face with affection, but then moves his fingers over my eye. Horus then turns to leave and I realize he has marked me with his eye marking.
I turn to look at my sirin for explanation and she just shrugs at me as if to say, “gods…how can anyone understand them”.